Ewan

damn this is frustrating, second time that my post disappeared. I've been at this for over 20 minutes. how could pressing Pg Up while everything is highlighter delete it? yeesh.. this friggin sucks... here i try to reconstruct... again..

I feel tired. I really don't know why, since I didn't really do anything today. I wonder what's wrong...

All I did was go to class, walk around in the job fair a bit and played mah jong after class. I commuted with kat, and we ate at Taco Bell. The taco was okay, but I didn't really like the burritos. The Nacho's were okay too. I came home took a bath and watched TV while waiting for my shoti to finish using the computer. And now I'm here. I really don't know why I feel tired. This really sucks. I have so much to do. Later I have oral recitation in Philo which I'm not quite ready for, my Pol Sci group also agreed to collate our research later and I haven't done any bit of it, I also have my thesis to think about, not to mention a reflection paper for Chinese Med. This is so frustrating. I'm so close to finishing, and this is the time that I'm shutting down. I can't seem to get myself to do much of anything these days. This sucks like heck. WAKE UP ENZO!!! GET MOVING DAMMIT!! ARRRRGHHHH I hate this so much... ugh..

Thoughts of another day...

Mic and I were marvelling at the beauty of the night sky last monday. The moon was full, and that in itself was beautiful. But something else was enhancing that beauty. And that was a dark circle around the moon. I could'v stayed there the whole night just staring at it. So many things could be said, but I just decided to stop thinking, and just stare. Daph said that the pollution created it, but I don't care, it was still beautiful.

Philo sucked too. Although we didn't have our oral recitation, Fr. gave us a 20-page paper to submit on feb 9! just over two weeks to do a semi-research paper as he called it. He wants 3 footnotes per page on the average. Two of which from the readings he had already given us, and one from the readings in his reserve section. And ONLY from his reserve section. Yeesh, talk about weird. This just sucks so much... so many readings too.. ugghh..

The job fair was okay, but hot, not that I minded. I can't believe that I'm graduating in 2 months. I'm so old... And the job fair doesn't help. With all the people looking for jobs... that just makes me feel older. I've gotten a lot of app forms, signed up and given resumes already. I know I don't relaly need to anymore, but I'd still like to explore the possibilities and opportunities open to me. Good luck to everyone...

Damn.. I still have work to do.. this realy sucks.. big time... arghhh..

*this was supposed to be much better post, but damn this interface...