Ewan

damn this is frustrating, second time that my post disappeared. I've been at this for over 20 minutes. how could pressing Pg Up while everything is highlighter delete it? yeesh.. this friggin sucks... here i try to reconstruct... again..

I feel tired. I really don't know why, since I didn't really do anything today. I wonder what's wrong...

All I did was go to class, walk around in the job fair a bit and played mah jong after class. I commuted with kat, and we ate at Taco Bell. The taco was okay, but I didn't really like the burritos. The Nacho's were okay too. I came home took a bath and watched TV while waiting for my shoti to finish using the computer. And now I'm here. I really don't know why I feel tired. This really sucks. I have so much to do. Later I have oral recitation in Philo which I'm not quite ready for, my Pol Sci group also agreed to collate our research later and I haven't done any bit of it, I also have my thesis to think about, not to mention a reflection paper for Chinese Med. This is so frustrating. I'm so close to finishing, and this is the time that I'm shutting down. I can't seem to get myself to do much of anything these days. This sucks like heck. WAKE UP ENZO!!! GET MOVING DAMMIT!! ARRRRGHHHH I hate this so much... ugh..

Thoughts of another day...

Mic and I were marvelling at the beauty of the night sky last monday. The moon was full, and that in itself was beautiful. But something else was enhancing that beauty. And that was a dark circle around the moon. I could'v stayed there the whole night just staring at it. So many things could be said, but I just decided to stop thinking, and just stare. Daph said that the pollution created it, but I don't care, it was still beautiful.

Philo sucked too. Although we didn't have our oral recitation, Fr. gave us a 20-page paper to submit on feb 9! just over two weeks to do a semi-research paper as he called it. He wants 3 footnotes per page on the average. Two of which from the readings he had already given us, and one from the readings in his reserve section. And ONLY from his reserve section. Yeesh, talk about weird. This just sucks so much... so many readings too.. ugghh..

The job fair was okay, but hot, not that I minded. I can't believe that I'm graduating in 2 months. I'm so old... And the job fair doesn't help. With all the people looking for jobs... that just makes me feel older. I've gotten a lot of app forms, signed up and given resumes already. I know I don't relaly need to anymore, but I'd still like to explore the possibilities and opportunities open to me. Good luck to everyone...

Damn.. I still have work to do.. this realy sucks.. big time... arghhh..

*this was supposed to be much better post, but damn this interface...

Jason Tan = Tim Tayag

Seriously.. they are sooo alike.. how they speak, dress, move.. lahat! hahaha :D

Anyway, I went to Misayasaya last night with (a lot of) friends. It was nice. Philippine Playhouse was good, Jon Santos was okay, but I liked Jason-- I mean Tim Tayag-- better. Element No.5 and Rio Bossa were also there. It was a good show, funny - especially when people I knew went up on stage... haha :D They were picking on Cheson mostly.. wahahahahahaha. Good thing I didn't stay up front at that time... One of my friends had a reall great time too... well a number of them.. hahaha I'm not saying why.. :D

Anyway, that ended one of my (many) hectic weeks as a senior. With theo orals, MathFin Test and PolSci Test-not to mention PolSci researching and my thesis AND Fr. David's readings - I could barely take a breather. The month that's left isn't too promising either. With reports, papers and more things to do, especially since Fr. David just announced that we'd be having oral recitations twice a week.. UGGGGHHH I hate it...

One month to go until final exams.. another month until graduation.. wow.. time's moving so fast... It's good that I have a job offer at Azeus, but of course I'll still try other companies, especially in this week's job fair. I was actually thinking of going to the Smart Entrep talk, but I'd rather stay at home... besides, we're short of people here...

I just remembered.. this is my frist post this year.. hehe I forgot (or tinamad) to post one on January 1 and thereafter.. been busy.. with the David Papers on Machiavelli and Aristotle AND the fact that my computer monitor fizzed/conked out... This actually didn't bode too well for the rest of the year.

It's currently the Celadon Elections Campaign Period. This year's elections promises to be exciting, but.. I'm not really sure if that's a good thing. Well I hope it is. Miting de avance is this Friday (Jan 28, SECA-123, 430-onwards), I do hope that the candidates will prepare well and really impart to all those who attend what they intend for Celadon next year. I also hope a lot of Celadoneans watch. God bless these elections for this is for the future of Celadon...

On a much lighter note, I'm part of the Dance Troupe again.. well meaning I'm going to dance (well choreographing actually.. hehe). Ballroom again! Yey :D I just like dancing ballroom for some reason... I never really tried any other kind of dance (discounting, of course, when I was in pre-school... we danced to Thai Na Na -- don't ask me, I don't remember the song either-- besides that I also gave a speech in FOOKIEN, which I can barely speak now.. which is only because of the class I took, and those who speak it around me at times... pre-school was soooo different). I wonder how I'd have done if I had joined other kinds of dancing? hahaha I don't think that'd be a pretty picture.. so never mind.. hahaha :D Speaking of our performance.. we already finished the swing part, although we need a lot of polishing to do. We'll also be dancing waltz, but we haven't gotten around to finishing the routine yet.. next next week we'll probably have finished it.

The choir will also be starting it's practices for the Harana thing we have during the Rose Sale. Practices will be MWF, which sort of clashes with ballroom, so Mic and I will probably be only able to attend Mondays (sorry Russ and Colynn!).

Hmm right.. back to work.. hehe David readings and papers in TCM.. haha Good luck Enzo :D